THIS POST IS A WEEK DELAYED!
i got this from someone.. a friend of my friend. haha!
OXYMORON
i am sanely insane.
secretively open.
seriously funny.
strangely familiar.
i am vulnerably strong.
sinfully good.
tremendously small.
boyishly feminine.
and dangerously harmless.
i am your friendly foe.
because i am terribly nice.
yet passively aggressive.
i am the sleepy insomniac.
the grown-up kid.
and the hopeless optimist.
i am a nameless celebrity.
a roaring silence.
i am perfectly human.
a living contradiction.
who is clearly misunderstood.
*sigh* everything changes. yeah. that's what i've pondered upon for the past few days after that event. one's perception of something could change in a jiffy. someone's feelings could specially change for another. how could we possibly cope up with so much things around us with all of these modifications. *sigh*
*affection could not compensate. pleasure could not compensate.*
thoughts in my head, they come and go. they come and go.
but i don't know.
i don't remember who you are.
i don't remember how we were...
i admit, at first, i don't really care what he's saying and all that. i don't remember who he was during that party that's why. eventually, with all of those sweet words, fun moments and foolish pick up lines, i was caught up... caught up liking him and caught up missing him. stupid me! the letter he gave even became an inspiration. what the?! now, it's back to zero i guess. nothing special. even though i try not to think of the matter... it would suddenly pop into my mind. back to my melancholic state. bliss always comes with woe, at least for me.
life could just be so somber. but even though, i won't lose hope! i won't let the past hold me back, i might miss the better things that are coming.
anyway, i had enough of those insanity. gotta enjoy life! i had fun last friday. promise. despite the scenes i witnessed, i still managed to groove that night, of course because i was with my dearest friends. i can't help but notice a lot of H** ****S there! waaaahh! hahaha!
like cindy, their voices (2 for me! haha!) were stuck to my head. his voice (K) was very soothing to the ears with all the varying breaths he added to the way he sang the song. waaaah! i love it! hahahaaha!
in my special list: kahit pa, collide, let me go, here without you & gemini
hahahaahahah! KILIG! | 
